The Lion
“He (the Dark
Power) has many more useful servants, but he won’t forget you...” (J.R.R.
Tolkien)
A
number of years ago I was sitting in a barbershop with a group of men, waiting our
turn. The conversation soon turned
to hunting, fishing and other outdoor activities as it often does here in Idaho.
One
of the men (actually the barber) mentioned that he had been fishing the South
Fork of the Boise River a few evenings before, and while resting on the
tailgate of his truck observed a large male cougar making its way down a draw
on the other side of the canyon. The man was downwind, sitting very still and
the cat never saw him. The cougar walked to the stream, drank its fill, then bounded
up the draw and out of sight. “Biggest mountain lion I’ve seen in a long time,”
he said.
As
it happened, a friend of mine and I fished the South Fork a week or so later
and found our selves in the same place at the same time of day. We fished until it was dusk and my
friend, who was in a hurry to get home, quickly pulled off his waders and other
gear and began to hike out of the canyon thinking I was behind him. By the time
I started to hike out he was long gone. It was dark and I had to break out my
headlamp to see the trail.
Then
I remembered the barber’s tale and got that prickly feeling you get in the back of your neck
when someone (or something) is watching you. I doubled my pace and scrambled up the trail, nervously peering into
every dark cranny and rocky crevice, my head swiveling like Linda Blair’s
head in The Exorcist, thinking every
moment that I was not long for this world.
Obviously,
I beat death and destruction, as they say, and got back to the truck safely, but
I’ll not forget the anxieties of that hour.
My
fear was jiustified because I knew there
was a large cat in the area, but there is a
better knowledge we should take with us every hour: Our adversary the devil is stalking
us night and day, hungry for our souls (1 Peter 5:8). He is always dangerous, but he is never
more dangerous than when we think we have outlived him.
No, he stalks us every
moment of every hour, intent on blighting our final years, eager to draw us into the passions of old age—not the passions of the flesh
perhaps (though I would put nothing past us), but of the
spirit—intolerance, irritability, and impatience. A bitter, bad-tempered
old man or woman is one of his crowning achievements.
So we should never think we’re too spiritual, too
accomplished, or too old to escape his notice. As old Lewis Bayly put it, “We
are never out of gunshot of the devil.” (I think of Union General, John
Sedgwick, who sat upright on his horse in full view of Confederate snipers over
a thousand yards away because, he said, “They couldn’t hit an elephant at this
dis.....”) Let
him who thinks he stands take heed lest he fall (1 Corinthians 10:12).
We must
never let up, for our adversary does not. This must be our passion: to pursue God and his righteousness
with hearty energy and abandonment every hour of every day for as many days as he gives us. For...
He who would be born again indeed,
Must wake his soul unnumbered times
a day,
And urge himself to life with holy
greed;
Submissive and ready to the making
will,
Athirst
and empty, for God’s breath to fill.
—George MacDonald
DHR
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